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Reality Check
Wednesday, August 11, 2010 || 11:40 PM
I hate you.
I hate everything about you. I hate the way you always act like nothing's wrong and the way you try and avoid the situation when all I want is some attention from you. I hate the way you never tell me things and get me all worried for the rest of the day. And I hate that in the end, you act like nothing's happened and you expect me to be happy with you. I hate how you always boss me around and get angry if I don't do what you want. I hate how you can never tell when I'm mad, and how you can't even tell when I'm happy. I hate how you never believe what I say, even though what I'm saying is the mother f*cking truth. I hate how you always make me believe all these stories in your head and assume they exist in reality. I hate it when we get mad at each other because you're always expecting me to come running back to you. You think you're so much better than me---not only me---but everyone else around. You think that every time we fight, you'll be the one standing in the end while I'm left to beg for forgiveness. Oh, you'd like that wouldn't you? But no, I refuse to lose... especially to someone like you. But in the end, you always find a way of pushing me to the ground. I hate how you make fun of me to the point when it's already far beyond a joke. I hate your girly hands. I hate the fact that sometimes you're more of a girl than I am, and then the next minute you act as if you're on top of the world while I'm a tiny dot blended in with a billion others. In your eyes, that's what I probably am. And I hate how I have to put up with your stubbornness---all the time. But you know what? I want to, because under all that hatred, I still like you... a lot.
I'm sure we've all heard of the phrase, "You don't know what you've got until it's gone".
But the real question is, can you relate?
An extract from the fanfic, 624 Days.
I bet you my secret stack of lollies that at least 98% of all couples can relate to this during some point in their relationships - or simply just all the time. Either one way or the other. I can relate to both sides of it, which one can you relate to?
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